Can my boredom life become entertaning??

Well, I had worked less but exhausted, why because I worked physically.  I have started my room cleaning since yesterday night, not yet cleaned. There is mountain of work there to do but I would do like a tortoise. They say slowly and steady wins the race, if I go on working like this my work will not complete for days.  I can’t say I doing my perfect. NO. I want to escape from the chores but had no choice. If I do such, I would have to take health hazard food. But at least it keeps me busy. May be this urge helping me to engage in a good activities. Don’t know. I am really being tired of the opinionated people around me with no thought of their happiness. All they try to find happiness in FB and what’s app. Will they really find it?

I want to be with enlightening people with my perception of reality, I can’t find them. Not in wanaparthy. Sometimes I do want to go family to be with, but then I don’t like their association for long time. Is it because my tastes are varying to so many people and again I tell myself everybody has their own tastes and preferences. Why do I behave like this?  Sometimes I think I am very rare and such a prodigy and other times I think I am the lowliest of low. This is what about the human character with dual side may be. One good side and one bad side. I want my  Bad side to transform to good side. I will try and try and one day I will become ONE with the exceptional qualities. I can’t Say exactly that I may.. At least for my satisfaction I am writing in my blog.